Watching climbing videos makes me furious. Indescribably angry. I hate all the people in the video. Fuck them for being healthy and doing what I want to do. I want to kidnap them and make them come and see one of my typical days. I want to chain them down and make them watch their videos and admit they have it all. I want to make them take my pain and despair for just ONE fucking hour while I get to climb. Just one fucking hour. Just one. Give me one more fucking hour…
Please
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You are so brave – I wish I could do something to help relieve the pain and suffering – hang in there…..all our thoughts and wishes from The Diamonds in Melbourne
love to both you and Amelia
Sally Diamond
Hi Jerome,
I wish you some good restful sleep. I was a classical dancer in my teens. I finished dancing due to problems with my feet, for some reason I spent many years dreaming about the wonderful moves I could make, sadly they dropped off as I got older. Now I have a vague memory of leaping in my dreams, it was amazing I could travel through the sky above everything! It gave me a wonderful sense of freedom. I could not watch the ballet after I finished, it was too painful for me as I really wanted to go back to when my feet weren’t a problem. I know you don’t get much rest use
whatever you can to take you back to rekindle this inner need. Much love from Debbie