Monthly Archives: August 2011

My friend

It sneaks up on you. You wake up and there it is. Not afraid of the light and certainty not afraid of you. I struggle to see where it has come from and where I can make it return. Certainly … Continue reading

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Climbing EP

Watching climbing videos makes me furious. Indescribably angry. I hate all the people in the video. Fuck them for being healthy and doing what I want to do. I want to kidnap them and make them come and see one … Continue reading

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IWTC

i want to climb i want to climb i want to climb i want to climb i want to climb i want to climb fuck i want to climb i want to climb fuckfuck i want to climb i want … Continue reading

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Update

My pain levels have gone though the roof. I wake up and have a headache caused by all the pain killersĀ  from the previous day. I drag myself out of bed on one and a half legs. The constipation is … Continue reading

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EP

There is so much beauty in the world. I could not cry enough in 10 lifetimes to express it. I wish I had skills with words our pictures or sounds to try and capture it before I go. Instead I … Continue reading

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