Monthly Archives: September 2011

Despair

It comes from nowhere. I feel good all day.  Things are looking good.  Not great but not to bad either.   I see signs that the MP is working.  Then suddenly one thing goes wrong.  It could be noticing some … Continue reading

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discomfort

I wake, panicked, from sleep I didn’t see sneaking up on me.  I am hot, my sweaty body clings to my childhood blanket, twisting me deeper than my tested patience can cope with.  A short struggle leaves me decisively the … Continue reading

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Hope

Hope Hope is very powerful.  It exists gently, brightly in the distance.  I can not reach it physically, nor if I am honest can I see it with my eyes open.  I can only feel it with my eyes shut. … Continue reading

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Update

Sorry for the lack of blog posts recently.  It has sadly been the result of a couple of factors beyond my control. The first is that I am very very tired from the radiation.  I get up in the mornings … Continue reading

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