Anger

Ever time I think about it I get so angry. At some point someone said, 135-145 is the range for sodium, presumably because it makes a nice looking set of numbers. Now because of this arbitrary cut off I have been denied my last real hope. I had a reason to get my act together, eat right, exercise more. Now I have nothing. The pill is out there, they will just not let me have it. It is an evil system. I am almost glad to be leaving it. Humanity is far more barbaric than it used to be. We have systematically destroyed this planet for wealth and we will very soon reap what we have sown. We just have to look at how easily we have forgotten about global warming to are that we are ducked. The rich and ruthless run things and the rest off us couldn’t care less as long as we have an iphone and a drunken trip to Thailand once a year. Money runs everything, and I am certain I am dying now because of it. I am so disappointed, there is so much beauty everywhere and humanity seems to look right past it to something that is not really there.

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About jeromepink

I am slightly taller than average, have brown hair, enjoy rock climbing, and got told I would be dead within 5 years in 2010. I have chosen to disregard this :P
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2 Responses to Anger

  1. I’d be angry too Jerome …

  2. Nicole says:

    I have to agree with you. When I was first diagnosed i was able to be ok with it, I was not unhappy with my life, I lived it for the little things. I think we should stop and smell the flowers so to speak, but I fear I am losing the battle with my kids and what they want to believe in…i try to teach them that if nothing else they will have each other and love. When I am gone I hope that they hold on to this lesson…they have so much hate toward each other it makes me cry.

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