I have not written much in the last little while because I have been feeling pretty bad.  I never felt this bad during chemo the first time around.  Not sure why this time is worse but it has been much much worse.  I have been struggling to get many times during the day when I feel normal in any way shape or form.  It is possibly because the disease is so much more advanced than the first time I went through chemo.  This time so much disease is being killed and releasing all the nasties it harbours into my system that my body is struggling to cope.  Hopefully that it is at least doing some good.  We can only hope.

If I don’t post again for a while it is because I am still feeling under the weather.  Hopefully feel up to a proper update soon.  I also have a few longer works that I am half way through.  At the moment there is no way I am going to find the energy to finish them.  Hopefully things pick up.