Category Archives: Mental Health

Changing room

Posted on August 23, 2011 by jeromepink

I sit in the changing room at the hospital. Nameless blue gown barely pretending to cover me, head in my hands, tears running down my cheeks. I cry for so many things that I could never describe them all. I … Continue reading →

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Fury

Posted on August 22, 2011 by jeromepink

I can not describe or understand how I can be so angry and yet not at the same time. I think of climbing, my friends, my children (clearly the idea, not the reality,) and suddenly I am so angry I … Continue reading →

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Anger

Posted on August 15, 2011 by jeromepink

Anger bubbles and simmers beneath the surface. Ventings off steam, hinting at it’s power. I try and accept this anger, to understand that it is real, but what good does this do. For this anger is not meant for a … Continue reading →

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My friend

Posted on August 13, 2011 by jeromepink

It sneaks up on you. You wake up and there it is. Not afraid of the light and certainty not afraid of you. I struggle to see where it has come from and where I can make it return. Certainly … Continue reading →

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General Progress – Marshall Protocol and Misc.

Posted on June 25, 2011 by jeromepink

Marshall Protocol So I have been on the Marshall Protocol for a week now.  So far I haven’t noticed any excessive symptoms.  The tumor pain has increased and I have had a few hearing issues.   I have decided to … Continue reading →

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The 2am Panic and the Late Night Binge.

Posted on June 1, 2011 by jeromepink

**NOTE, post script warning: This post got a little intense.  If you easily offended or shocked maybe give this one a miss** Confession time reader, and this is one that will shock you I am sure. I am not perfect. … Continue reading →

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