Category Archives: Mental Health
I sit in the changing room at the hospital. Nameless blue gown barely pretending to cover me, head in my hands, tears running down my cheeks. I cry for so many things that I could never describe them all. I … Continue reading
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I can not describe or understand how I can be so angry and yet not at the same time. I think of climbing, my friends, my children (clearly the idea, not the reality,) and suddenly I am so angry I … Continue reading
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Anger bubbles and simmers beneath the surface. Ventings off steam, hinting at it’s power. I try and accept this anger, to understand that it is real, but what good does this do. For this anger is not meant for a … Continue reading
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It sneaks up on you. You wake up and there it is. Not afraid of the light and certainty not afraid of you. I struggle to see where it has come from and where I can make it return. Certainly … Continue reading
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General Progress – Marshall Protocol and Misc.
Marshall Protocol So I have been on the Marshall Protocol for a week now. So far I haven’t noticed any excessive symptoms. The tumor pain has increased and I have had a few hearing issues. I have decided to … Continue reading
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The 2am Panic and the Late Night Binge.
**NOTE, post script warning: This post got a little intense. If you easily offended or shocked maybe give this one a miss** Confession time reader, and this is one that will shock you I am sure. I am not perfect. … Continue reading
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