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Amelia’s shoes (draft)

Created in a nameless country for a few cents. Bought for next to nothing. Made of inanimate ingredients but yet I see them and my world ends. Perfect they sit on the couch. Grey and petite, I can’t look away. … Continue reading

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Sad

I haven’t been so sad lately. I have been too sick to think about the situation. Plus I must admit that having some of the foods that I have missed has helped a bit. But I feel well today (relatively) … Continue reading

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Exciting future

One of the things that makes it so hard is how exciting and interesting the future is going to be.  I have always been a bit of a science fiction nerd and have enjoyed new technological wizardry.  I have recently … Continue reading

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Update

For the record I am still alive, just generally un enthused about blogging. I have been thinking a lot about perception, or lack of, after death. Like dividing by zero, your dead so how does one perceive the rest of … Continue reading

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Very Quick Update

I have not written much in the last little while because I have been feeling pretty bad.  I never felt this bad during chemo the first time around.  Not sure why this time is worse but it has been much … Continue reading

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Climbing

Again and again climbing bites deep to the bone and hurts more than I can easily bare.  It is a new feeling, this loss without solution.  Throughout life I have come across loss, and I have never dealt with it … Continue reading

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3 years

So, I won’t write much as I am fairly busy today, but it is a fairly important day that I feel the need to note quickly.  It is three years today since I was told I had a tumour in … Continue reading

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Random nighttime thought

This is really random but I can just not understand the actions of people with HIV/AIDS that consciously infect others. Even if there is no malicious intent, just general disinterest in the person you are infecting. In my case I … Continue reading

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Sick

Have been feeling really sick. Very hard to get enthused about life. Am writing a short story though. Something I have been meaning to do for a while. Will update soon. I just want to leave everything behind and start … Continue reading

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All is well

Amelia is back and all is well with the world.  Already I am calmer and more sane.  Life looks up.  I know it will probably only be brief but happiness is rare in the world and I will not turn … Continue reading

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