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Random nighttime thought

This is really random but I can just not understand the actions of people with HIV/AIDS that consciously infect others. Even if there is no malicious intent, just general disinterest in the person you are infecting. In my case I … Continue reading

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Sick

Have been feeling really sick. Very hard to get enthused about life. Am writing a short story though. Something I have been meaning to do for a while. Will update soon. I just want to leave everything behind and start … Continue reading

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All is well

Amelia is back and all is well with the world.  Already I am calmer and more sane.  Life looks up.  I know it will probably only be brief but happiness is rare in the world and I will not turn … Continue reading

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Climbing

Ah climbing, you are the perfect demo of loss.  You are all that has happened to me, you represent all my pain and joy. I loved you, I really did.  It is strange to look back and think of loving … Continue reading

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Company

I am a person of many flaws.  Pride is one of the main ones, it must be admitted.  I struggle to see people that I know want to see me because I can not bear to have them see me … Continue reading

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Hospital

I sit in the hospital with oxygen flowing through a small plastic tube into my nose. All of a sudden people have caught onto the fact that I can not breath. Two weeks ago they saw oxygen levels at around … Continue reading

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Breathing

Over the last four days my breathing has got so much worse I almost can’t believe it. The last two nights after I have gone upstairs I have had to sit on my bed rasping away desperate to try and … Continue reading

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