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A Message from Amelia
As bad as things were getting, I was always fiercely optimistic that I would never have to post something on Jerome’s blog on his behalf. I am devastated to deliver the tragic news that the love of my life has … Continue reading
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Update
I am very tired. I sleep about 12 hours a day but I am still tired. My pain is down, then it is up again. I an struggling to get a grip on the situation. Things look good, but I … Continue reading
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Daily
Wake, eat, radiation, sleep, eat, sleep, move, take pills, recover, eat, watch tv, sleep. And again. And again. I tire of this. I tire of that. Yet sleep is already dominant.
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Update
My leg hurts. I am exhausted all the time. The tumours are shrinking but my god they are leaving a mess behind. I feel sick. I feel depressed. I just want to curl up in a ball and not talk … Continue reading
Update
My pain levels have gone though the roof. I wake up and have a headache caused by all the pain killers from the previous day. I drag myself out of bed on one and a half legs. The constipation is … Continue reading
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toasted cheese
Just had a toasted cheese sandwich. AMAZING. However I don’t think I will be having them too often as it is not sitting well 😛 I guess in the end there is a reason a lot of people have problems with … Continue reading
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Food
I think the time has come to ease my diet a bit. Not too much. I still think it is important. But at the same time a love of life is very important too. I have lost so many things … Continue reading
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EP
I feel I have so much to offer. What the fuck is the point of all this. I see children on tv and I break down. I am happy less and less. I dont know what to do, I have … Continue reading
EP – Cancer
Cancer, you have taken much from me. In return you have given me myself as I could never have seen without you. For myself I can stand to forgive you. For all you are punishing to show me the truth … Continue reading
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AAVNLIW
Some days I am king of the world. Nothing can stop me. My body is a temple and nothing can desecrate its grounds. Then the very next day I will hear the familiar rattling sound of death, creeping ever closer … Continue reading
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