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Random update

Home alone. What to do? Hmmm… Sleep. Feel sick, leg stiff, liver painful, temp up, tumours painful, fire crackling (not part of my symptoms). Update done.

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Superficial update

Everything I have to say takes too long and every time I  come to write I am so tired. Maybe I will have more energy tomorrow but right now I just want to go to bed. But of course I … Continue reading

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Fear of death

My fear of death is fading. I have thought this before. This time it is more truth and less wish. It is scary, but I can not fight my place in this world any longer. I am tired and my … Continue reading

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The Plan

So just to counterpoint all the emotional insights I have been posting I will quickly share my plan for the next few weeks. On friday I will be getting the latest natural remedy to cross my path. It’s called artemisinin … Continue reading

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Very EP

I can not keep doing this. I am falling apart. Every day I can see the tumours are bigger. Every day I feel weaker. I panic and turn down a new path only to vere onto a new course seconds … Continue reading

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Struggle town

Just a quick update as I can not face writing more. I am struggling atm. The MP often results in a thing called immunopathology. This is basically symptoms caused by killing lots of bacteria. Because I have really pushed the … Continue reading

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