Category Archives: Update


I feel I have so much to offer. What the fuck is the point of all this. I see children on tv and I break down. I am happy less and less. I dont know what to do, I have … Continue reading

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EP – Cancer

Cancer, you have taken much from me. In return you have given me myself as I could never have seen without you. For myself I can stand to forgive you. For all you are punishing to show me the truth … Continue reading

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Some days I am king of the world. Nothing can stop me. My body is a temple and nothing can desecrate its grounds. Then the very next day I will hear the familiar rattling sound of death, creeping ever closer … Continue reading

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Random update

Home alone. What to do? Hmmm… Sleep. Feel sick, leg stiff, liver painful, temp up, tumours painful, fire crackling (not part of my symptoms). Update done.

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Superficial update

Everything I have to say takes too long and every time I  come to write I am so tired. Maybe I will have more energy tomorrow but right now I just want to go to bed. But of course I … Continue reading

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Fear of death

My fear of death is fading. I have thought this before. This time it is more truth and less wish. It is scary, but I can not fight my place in this world any longer. I am tired and my … Continue reading

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The Plan

So just to counterpoint all the emotional insights I have been posting I will quickly share my plan for the next few weeks. On friday I will be getting the latest natural remedy to cross my path. It’s called artemisinin … Continue reading

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