Stayed up late talking to Amelia about life the universe and everything.  It made me so happy.  The knowledge that the people I love will live on in a beautiful world is a great comfort to me.  I cried much, but a lot of it was happy. My life is looking shorter, but I hope that I will have more time.  I am scared of death.  This can not be denied.  But at the same time I feel it could be glorious.  To leave the conscious mind behind and observe what is left.  If only it was possible without dying 😛